the rabbit

i thought i understood it. maybe i did then, but no, i probably do better now. i always thought i was making the right choices, sometimes considering the fact that i probably don't have control over my choices. destiny is real, isn't it? i thought i was being smart. sometimes i wonder if it was really just a dream, a figment of my imagination, a distorted reality. how, could an intelligent girl like myself, believe in such blatant, misleading actions? only time will help to understand, the slow tick tock of a clock, with each movement of the hand i become wiser and those moments become lies. i thought i understood it, and i wish i did. but now, i understand it, and move forward knowing that destiny can only happen if you don't try to fight it.