back in the 90's

another day is coming to a close and now its time to reflect. i guess we will start on a more serious note, just as i did yesterday.
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yesterday after much deliberation i chose turkey dinner. to continue on my crazy day, i stand up grab my keys and go to find my wallet. its nowhere to be found. superb. i get in the car and drive to school, frantically look through my locker, and still can't find the damn thing. so i get in the car and go back home, empty out the contents of my sack on back and still cannot find the wallet. so i go BACK to school and start to have a bit of a panic attack, when the wallet finally falls out of a textbook. i jumped into the car and sped on to pick up my dinner. on the way to toojays i realized i was about three or four car lengths behind an old friend. in the past, he was my best friend in the entire world, i trusted him with everything. things led to other things and we dated for a while, and then i left him for chances on someone else, and things since then just aren't the same. we are barely acquaintances anymore, although lately we are a little bit more talkative. so anyways im driving and i notice him in his green truck. it seemed kind of like a movie, when the red light changed, the most fabulous sunset seemed to appear, and "paperweight" by joshua radin began to play. as we both traveled over the bridge, some distance apart, my eyes couldn't help but follow his truck. and my mind couldn't help but wander. i started thinking about the past. about the fantastic times we had. i started thinking about the what ifs? what if i never left him? would he be the damaged person he is now? would i be the person i am now? if none of these things were signs, the next thing must have been. no matter what, i couldn't quite catch up to him, so close, yet so far, until he went the opposite way i was going. thats the way we were i guess, going the same way but eventually going away from eachother.

now onto the events of the day.
Florida Tourist Day. Really? i thought this was going to be dumb and impossible to be frank. but i raided my mother's closet last night and found a pretty electric outfit. i discovered a very, very hidden gem. so this morning i woke up around 6:45 (i gave myself a little bit of extra zzz time). i greeted the day with...absolutely ZERO sunlight because 6:45 IN THE MORNING IS THE FREAKING CRACK OF DAWN! funsies. i checked every clock in sight, hoping i somehow changed the clock and it was really 3 am and i could get plenty more time on the pillow. my fantasy was a complete bust. well i just decided to get dressed in my fabulous outfit. on goes my white tank dress, with an oh so classy lilly pullitzer printed bikini on it. you know what im talking about, one of those, "hey i have a trailer trash cellulital body underneath this airbrushed stick of a person t-shirt". the classy style however. next i found a neon orange scruncy and threw my hair into a ponytail bouncing around on top of my little head. next i slipped on my lime green ankle socks, the ones i wore as a tot on the playground, and then my mother's chunky ascics sneakers. just adding a blue passport necklace and some pink oval sunglasses, and im set.

heading out into the kitchen, i knew today was going to be better. i found my regular cup! so i made my perfect little cup of tea. i almost freaked since there were only two splenda's left in my house but i learned something new! now maybe im completely nutso, but i think the size and shape of the cup you use affects the sweetness of the tea. i use the EXACT same amount of hot water and half&half every single day, so you can't tell me its because some cups are bigger than others. some are just less full. but today the two splenda's were SWEETER than the three. not just today actually, everytime i use this glorious cup. ohhh this was good. i whipped myself up a nice english muffin and some eggs, and enjoyed my b-fast. i put everything in the car, and put the keys in the ignition. and yes! there is a cd in there and i left for school. my outfit turned out to be a little 90's mommy, but it was recieved pretty well. having a quick photoshoot, the bell rang. i grabbed my calculator, two number two pencils, and my C.I.Sweatshirt (for good luck) and headed in to take my P.S.A.T. i must have been having a smart day. i breezed through the test and that was super. i also missed my first four classes because of this and that was extremely enjoyable. after that i got to leave school to go take pictures of the little kiddies for yearbook and pick up my favorite salad at one of my favorite resturaunts in vero. did i mention what this culinary creation is? oh well its a CAJUN CHICKEN SALAD. oh how wonderful. little cubes of cajun chicken, lettuce, cheese, veggies galore, and fabulous oil and vinegar. how delightful. i also made a nice phone call to candyland. going back to school, i enjoyed the rest of my day. 95 on a quiz i thought i bombed, that is excellent to say the least. and i left the parking lot with a beautiful evening ahead of me. windows rolled down, counting crows playing on the radio, basically that was perfect. and now im just sitting here on the couch because my homework load is FINALLY LIGHT! relief. although my dog spent the day in my bed and now i have to wash my sheets because of her dumb hair all over it, im still feeling pretty great. m&d are coming home tonight, and they are bringing carabbas. chicken bryan here i come to place you inside of my stomach. im watching what not to wear, and i want to sell all of my clothes, ALL of them, and buy some ugly clothes, enter what not to wear, and use the $5000 dollars they give you to buy a closet of FAB! the only problem is they would probably figure it out because i already had such a stylish and fabulous taste. ooops. maybe id go to jail for deciving them or somethng so i guess i wont do that. but hey, a girl can dream.

enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. lalalala